Parichaye

Ye kahaani ek aam se kaidi ke rozmarra ki zindgi ke bare me hai. Isme un bhayaanak baato ka koi khas zikr nahi kiya gaya hai jo second world war ke douran hui thi. Is bare me bahut si kitabe chap chuki hai. Kai kahaaniya likhi jaa chuki hai is Vishay par. Hamari kahani us aam admi ke bare me hai jo apna sab kuch kho chukka tha yaha tak ki apni pahchaan bhi. Aur ye us struggle ki kahani hai jo khud ki phchaan banaye rakhne ki koshisho me hai , baavjood un tamaam zulmo sitam ke jo us concentration camp me kiye gaye they.

Un benaam kadiyon ki kahani jo sirf ek number se zyada aur kuch nahi they. Unki pahchaan aur izzat chhen kar unhe sunwar ke naam se pukaara jaata tha.Nahi, ham koi hero ya shaheed nahi they.Ham sirf haddiyon aur maans ka dhaancha bhar they.. jinhe apne pet ki bhookh mitaane ke liye roti ke tukdo ke saath-saath insaan bane rahne ki zaddozahad bhi karni padti thi. Ye maana jaata hai ki psychology ki study karne ke liye detachment yaani sakht dil hona padta hai. Haa, shyaad isiliye concentration camp ke kaide ki dard bhari daastaan koi bhi baahri insaan kbhi samjh nahi sakta. Ye wo hi samjh paayega jisne us duniya ko kareeb se dekha ho.

Mai is kitaab ko gumnaam tareke se chhapwana chahta tha. Mai nahi chahata tha ki koi bhi mere kaidi number ke alawa kuchh aur mere bare me jaane. Magar phir mujhe ehsas hua ki mujhe himmat karke aage aakar apni pahchaan bataani chhaiye. jisse zyada se zyada log ye kitaab padhe. Maine Camp me psychiatrist ke tour par kaam nahi kiya tha. Apni azaadi se kuchh hi hafto pahle tak mai ek bimaar kaidi tha. Teen saal maine us jail me bitaaye they. Mai Zyadatar railway lines par kaam karta tha. Mera kaam tha tracks khodna..aur mai hamesha laying aur khudaai ka kaam karta tha.

Ek din maine eek tunnel akele hi khodi.ye 1944 ki baat hai, us saal krismas par mujhe premium coupons mile. Mere paas pore 12 coupons they. Iske badle me 12 cigarettes ya 12 soups le sakta tha. Hame construction firms me gulaamo ki tarah becha gaya tha. Jiske badle me concentrations camp ko firm ki taraf se har kaidi ke hisaab se paise milte they. Aur is tarah mai bhi kadi number 119, 104 bankar rah gaya tha.

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Phase ek : camp me admission

Camp me rahte huye maine kadiyon ke psychological reaction ke teen phases ko baariki se dekha aur smajha. Pahla phase hota tha camp me admission, dusra routine aur teesra liberation. Jab bhi koi kaidi camp me laaya jata to wahan ke haalaat dekhkar gahre sadme me chala jaata tha. Hamne kai dino tak train se safar kiya. Kadiyon ko thoons-thoons kar carriage me bahra gaya tha. Keval upri hisse me saans bahr lene ki kuchh jagah bachi hui thi. Har coach me assi (80) ke kareeb kaidi they. Hame laga ki hame Poland me mazdoori ke liye le jaaya jaa raha hai.

Magar ham dar se kaamp uthey jab hamaari train Auschwitz par aake ruki. Auschwitz ka matlab tha kabristaan aur gas chambers. Phir  jald hi hame watch towers, kaantedaar taro wali unchi diwaare aur kaidyon ki lambi laaine dikahai de gaye. Hamare carriage ke darwaaje khule.dharidar uniform pahne huye kuch kaidi andar daakhil huye jinke sir munde huye they aur sehat bhi theek lag rahi thi. Un logo ke peeche peeche ham eek shed me pahunche. Jo khaas kaidi hame apne saath le gaye inhe capos kaha jata tha , ye log camp me guard ki haisiyat se rahte they. Aam kaadiyo ki tarah inhe bhookha pyasa nahi rakha jaata tha. Inme se kayi to aise bhi they jo yahan rahkar pahle ki zindgi se zyada khush they. Ye saare capos asli guards se zyada zallad hote they.

Har shed me 200 kaidyon ko rakha gya tha. Hamari train me kul 1,500 musafir they jo yahan laaye gaye they. Ham sab yahan sahi salamat rahne ki dua kar rahe they.Hame apna samaan train me chhodne ka hukm mila phir hame line me khada kiya gaya. Aadmi aur aurto ki alag alag line banayi gayi.Ek officer ne ham sabki jaanch ki.Wo hamko left ya right me jaane ka ishaara kar raha tha. Ham me se zyadatar left ki taraf rakhe gaye. Us ek ishaare ne hamari ziandgi ka faisla kar diya tha.Mujhe kisi ne kaan me bataya ki jo right me bheje gaye hai unse kaam liya jaayega aur jo left me hai we bimaar aur bekaar hai.

Jab meri baari aai to maine har tarh se chust-dursut dikhne ki koshish ki. Aur mere saamne khade aadmi ne mujhe right ka ishara de diya.Left ka matlab tha mout. Aur hamme se 90 % logo ki kismet ka faisla yahi tha. aur  Kuchh hi ghanto baad unhe station se crematorium me le jaaya gaya jahn ek imaart thi jiske bade se darwaaje me alag-alag yuropiyan bhaashao me “bath” likha hua tha. Har kaidi ko ek chota sabun to diya gaya magar shower me paani nahi tha. Usi sham mujhe sachhai pata chali jab main eek dusre kaidi se apne saathi ke bare me poochtaach ki jise left me jaane ka order mila tha.

Us kaidi ne chimni ki taraf  ishara karte huye kaha “tumhara dost wahan se zannat ki siar karega” Haan, mera dost sach me zannat pahunch gaya tha kyonki germans ne use zinda hi jala dala tha us gas chamber ke andar. Jo log kamzor they unhe camp ke liye bojh samjha gya aur unki kismet me mout likh di gayi thi.Yahi unka tareeka tha aur isiliye wahan insaani jaan ki koi kimat nahi thi. Ham me se jo log right me gaye unhe guards apne saath kaam par lekar gaye. Hame cleansing station ki tarf  bhaagne ko kaha gaya. Ham camp ke chaaro tarf lagi kaantedaar taro se paas se guzre.In kaantedaar taro me bijli ka krant doudta tha.

Guards ne ham sab ko bari-bari jaancha. Unki aankhe haamri ghadiyon aur jevro par thi. Phir ham eek kambal diya gaya jisme hame apni sabhi cheeze daalni thi. Kuchh logo ne apne medal ya shaadi ki angothi rakhne ki guhar ki magar kisi ko bhi apne paas kuchh bhi rkahne ki izazat nahi mili.  Phir ek guard ne chillakar 2 minute ke andar sabhi ko apne kapde utaarne ko bola sirf joote chhodkar. Ham sab wahi par line me khde khde nange kar diye gaye. Jinhone belt nahi utaari thi guards ne unpar kode barsaaye.

Hame ek kamre me le jaakar shave karaya gaya. Hamare badan par ek baal tak nahi choda gaya ham khud ko hi nahi pahchaan paa rahe they. Uske baad phir se ham sab line me lage nahaane ke liye. Ye ganimat thi ki sprays se sch me paani aa raha than a ki koi gas. Mere badan me chasme ke alawa aur kuchh nahi tha ek baal tak nahi.Ham khud poore nagnepan ke sath dekh rahe they. Iske siwa aur chara bhi kyat ha hamare paas ? badan par ek bhi resha nahi, apni koi bhi cheeez apne paas nahi, apne nangepan ko chhupaane ki khaatir bdan ke baal tak nahi. Ham nange geele yun hi kahde they “ab aage kya hoga” yahi scohte huye.

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